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( yeah... and those most have been the best shoes in his era where he's like "i want to zip up not just three times, but five!" now you can too, as long as you have jeans with the zipper. ok, idk what their bonding looks like, it just feels like as long as they feed their insanity they're bonding.

third time is the charm... slaps knee. his hand flinches from his tongue, and it burns a great deal from how raw the center is. it was a clean cut after all, but he doesn't pull his hand away, instead he allows him to continue. )

Ah... now you'll get sick because of me, there was better hope to drink from...

[ Komaeda's going to die bc he got Rokkun germs in his hand wound, maybe this was the master plan all along.

Blood is gross, though, and he at least does make a bit of a face when he leans back away from Komaeda. I keep having to click thread from start to see what thread I'm even tagging and I can't believe this is the one where Rokkun says he's busy bc he's got plans to murder people or something outside so he can't play with Komaeda and then he does this. ]

I won't get sick. Come here, I think I have some tissues in my locker.

[ Crumpled tissues. But he's sure Komaeda can find a clean spot to use. ]

Ah... Ah... Ah...

( he chides him, shaking his head as he places his hand back in place, it seems like he's not done with what he was doing. if rokkun is going to drink his blood, he should do it properly, and not let one drop go to waste. it hurts to move his hand, but he's digging a finger down against his palm to stir up the flow again, causing a bit of blood to seep through the cut. )

Even trash like me has enough blood to feed you properly.

( for someone so bloodthirsty. anyway, what happened to the comment about making him sick, or maybe komaeda doesn't care anymore. he still has the switchblade in his other hand, and while he's in the mindset to make things worse, instead, he slips it into his pants pocket as he leans forward towards rokkun to be overbearing and force him to drink. yeah, he's a freak. are they on the floor? because i was going to push rokkun onto his back, but i can't remember, i'm tearing up. tell me what they're doing. )

[ when did they end up on the floor????????????? what's going on, i don't know what they're doing

Rokkun's just on his back drinking Komaeda's blood like a freak, I don't know, nobody look at this thread ]

( help i'm tearing up, komaeda can push him on the floor, he's insane enough to do that. you know, straddle him too since he doesn't weigh that much — )

Your response... it's far from normal... I'm actually surprised...

( listen, we're giving you a freaky thread, and this is what he gets for trying to go murder people i guess. komaeda cants his head, watching the other's adam apple go up and down when he swallows, and when he figures he's had enough, he'll pull his hand away. )

This is why I also like you.

Edited (i was told to mark it) 2021-05-24 05:29 (UTC)

[ Can you imagine if the murder punishment was being forced to drink Komaeda's blood instead of getting to visit the counselor's office?

He's breathing heavily when Komaeda finally pulls away and gives him space to breathe, staring up at the ceiling past Komaeda's head and swallowing thickly trying to get the taste out of his mouth. He gnashes his teeth, experimentally, you know like when you eat blood tofu and you can sort of feel your teeth stick together a little when you bite? like that.

It's not really the same, though, fresh blood. It tastes more like he'd been punched in the mouth except without the pain, and it's weird. ]

( if he had that much blood to offer, he would do it in a heartbeat for hope.

while he's getting himself together, komaeda glances at his hand to see how much is left, of it it's decided to slow down. he's not sure how much the other had swallowed down, but komaeda finds that it should have been more than enough. knowing that his blood now circulates inside of someone who lacks talent, it's kind of... hard to imagine. what will it do? will it change him in some way? will he be able to see eye to eye with komaeda? most likely not, those are just fairytales that never have a happy ending. )

Rokkun... how long has it been.

( since they've had this friendship of theirs, and even komaeda can't believe it some day. i almost made komaeda be insane, but you've been through a lot so he'll slow down. )

You know more about me... how long have you let me do this to you? ...You're pretty talented at it.

[ that's not how blood works but, anyways, ]

... It's not "letting"...

[ is Komaeda still sitting on him? I don't want to parent up and read to see. But hebtakes Komaeda's wrists, places the bloody one on the side of his face, holds him there. ]

I've known you since we were little... How come it's only me who remembers? That's not fair...

( that's his symbolism at play, you know how the danganronpas be, they just say all that wacky shit.

ok me, he's still straddling him yeah. he's going to flinch when his hand rests against the side of his face. )

...

( "that's not fair," komaeda has probably said the same once or twice while growing up, losing his parents to a meteorite before his eyes, being kidnapped only for no one to take the ransom and the culprit feeling bad enough to release him, then to be diagnosed with two life-threatening symptoms. it's not fair, yet, for every moment where his life felt like it was at its lowest, he was given something in return. his philosophy in life is twisted, it makes no sense, but he applies the same ideology on rokkun, unfairly. )

I'm broken.

( he's been through a simulation enough to think nothing here is real, that the body he's on top of isn't real. yet, komaeda knows his memory is deteriorating. perhaps rokkun is a ghost of the past, or maybe that's what komaeda's meant to be, either way. he's going to lose him in the end, and yet, it's hard for komaeda to stomach as he can't even look at him eye to eye, but he smiles as he speaks to reassure him. )

And you're lucky.

[ Is he lucky? He never feels that way, fighting tooth and nail for his opportunities and carving his own path in the way he knows how, stubborn, messy, just a little desperate in the way he reaches up and cups Komaeda's face with one hand and brushes the pad of his thumb over that smile— look at him.

He breathes out a sigh, gaze softening, corners of his mouth lifting.

Unbelievably lucky. ]

...I must be, to have made it this far. And you must be, to have let me.

( isn't it unfair? truthfully, he can look at this man, and what does he see? that pathetic idiot he talks down to, but he says it with a smile because there's something more to all of it. in response to his touch, komaeda's own fingers idly pinch at the other's hair. long, bony (is this why he knows sans undertale?) fingers move to brush through the locks. )

That's right.

( unbelievably lucky, but who will say if it's good or back luck. what's waiting for them after this? )

...Because when I forget, you're able to remind me...

( he looks down, leaning more into his touch. he's stable right now, make use of that how you will. )

Isn't that the joy of reminiscing? ( he blinks, watching the other's expression to see how it changes. or maybe he wants to see how the corners of his mouth lift when he answers either 'yes' or 'no'. )

[ Rokkun, constantly: remember it yourself
Maybe it's him being bitter about how unfair it all is, the fact that he will forever be plagued by memories while Komaeda loses just as much as he makes, but it's hard to reminisce when he's reminded of all that can never be. ]

Yeah... Like back in the day when we used to work together. [ his partner in crime... ] I'm late now.

( how you gunna tell a man with dementia that? insane!!! he can remember these memories now, well, for the moment until he starts to forget this moment too. )

Why do you say it like that? ( used, that's not the proper term. ) I'm working with you, I give my everything as long as it's to see your hope...

( he'll slide off rokkun, settling to the side of him with a sigh, and softly he speaks to himself hoping that the other doesn't hear. ) I want to see how far your roots sink into the earth, and how the world handles your hope... will you destroy yourself, or grow with it? ...It'll accept you better than me.

( he pauses, lifting a hand to run his hand through his own hair before speaking aloud. )

There's nothing stopping us from working together now, remember that.

[ He sits up, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees and side glancing at Komaeda. "There's nothing stopping us from working together" dude, you can't even leave the school ]

...You really are doing your best with what you have, aren't you? [ Which is, a lot of the time, nothing. He pushes off his knees, stands and holds his hand out to Komaeda. ]

( what's wrong about doing things inside? well, there's a lot of wrong, and getting outside is probably important, but when they can go outside... watch out. )

...

( of course, his response to that is to stare as if he knows something, but not say anything at all. once that passes, it's like his mind registers a response that he can say. )

Is there something you want me to do... I think I've done enough for everyone for awhile now...

( komaeda chuckles softly, and rather than grabbing his hand, he places his jacket into it instead. rokkun did want that. ) There you go.

[ By experience, people get mad when you try to play soccer inside.

He takes Komaeda's jacket and sets it over his shoulders like a cape, without pulling his arms through the sleeves. ]

Thanks. You've done enough, but if you'd like to do something more for me... Bring me people's PDAs if you can get your hands on them. I'll only borrow them for a bit, and then I'll give them back.

( he's going TO MURDER PEOPLE? OK "SOCCER" ASS... ok but oh no, not his cape... )

Sounds easy enough, but... pray tell, what will you do with them?

( they've been friends for long enough right, but does it warrant the truth out of him? probably not. obtaining pdas doesn't sound difficult at all, but they're no good if you can't pry them open... but for a thug like rokkun? i see your game. )

[ He's going to soccer the pdas ]

You know. [ he shrugs. actually-- ] Can I have yours?

I know? I don't think I do.

( compromise, because komaeda's going to pick it up from off the floor before standing up properly himself. )

Rokkun, you should be a little more straightforward when you ask for things! Come on...

[ Straightforward...

In a blink of an eye, Rokkun catches both of Komaeda's wrists in his hands and shoves him back down onto the ground, one knee slamming into the ground next to his torso and then it's Rokkun's turn to straddle him. ]

Hand over your PDA.

[ is this straightforward ]

( i want you to know i was holding my dog when i first read this, and i was like "alisaie, what do i do" and my other dog started barking, so i had half the mind to make komaeda bark. luckily he's sane...

you ever just hit the ground with someone heavy on top of you, and that pain just courses through your body, but it's a good feeling? he's enjoying himself, actually, and maybe... there's this genuine smile... maybe. could be fake though :/ )

Oooh, how scary... whatever am I going to do?

( i mean, this is one way to ask for a pda. ) Every so often... your efforts surprise me from the lack of normalcy in them.

[ HE SHOULD'VE STARTED BARKING i'm laughing

Instead, he's insane and even Rokkun can't keep up the facade and cracks a smile too, how is he supposed to be a proper thug if the person he's attacking is smiling like a madman? He loosens his grip on Komaeda, but doesn't get off him, figuring Komaeda wouldn't be able to throw him off anyways. ]

No... this is normal. It's worked before. Hand it over.

( STOPPP ok i'll make komaeda do what alisaie does she she's going insane... she makes like pigeon noises when she's biting you, i'm crying when i get the chance.

aw, look he's smiling, and despite how cute rokkun can be, komaeda's so sad about that lack of acknowledgement. maybe he sees it not a normal thing because he's surrounded by others who act... normal — except for the ultimates, they're special. )

Or perhaps you want to be normal... you could join them, you know? ( enough about that, but you know komaeda's going to get bruises from this? what's he supposed to tell people? )

Is there something in them that you need? Merit points are from being a good boy, I thought you knew...

( rokkun stay stacked as hell, what he doing hunting and robbing the sick for their pdas smh. )

[ Does he want to be normal? to be with everybody else? The smile on his face softens, twists, because that's not the question he asks himself. It would be nice to get along with everybody else, to have friends... to do... friend... things... whatever that is. But that isn't his reality any longer.

He robs the sick of his PDA and pockets it. Komaeda can have this back tomorrow, returned to him in person before the school day begins. ]

Have nothing to say...?

( is it because of what komaeda said, or is he just that frustrated with himself of what he's unable to have? who knows. but you know what, he could probably ask for a hug to pick it out the other's pocket, but komaeda instead opts not to. he laughs, looking to the side as he attempts to slide away. he's too carefree, too curious about the hopes of the people around him, and whatever rokkun can do with these then maybe. )

I'll see if anyone is willing to give me others. ( that's all he says, ugh, being friends with a thief is a lot, but he'll see rokkun off if he's got what he wanted out of komaeda. )

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