( that's his symbolism at play, you know how the danganronpas be, they just say all that wacky shit.
ok me, he's still straddling him yeah. he's going to flinch when his hand rests against the side of his face. )
...
( "that's not fair," komaeda has probably said the same once or twice while growing up, losing his parents to a meteorite before his eyes, being kidnapped only for no one to take the ransom and the culprit feeling bad enough to release him, then to be diagnosed with two life-threatening symptoms. it's not fair, yet, for every moment where his life felt like it was at its lowest, he was given something in return. his philosophy in life is twisted, it makes no sense, but he applies the same ideology on rokkun, unfairly. )
I'm broken.
( he's been through a simulation enough to think nothing here is real, that the body he's on top of isn't real. yet, komaeda knows his memory is deteriorating. perhaps rokkun is a ghost of the past, or maybe that's what komaeda's meant to be, either way. he's going to lose him in the end, and yet, it's hard for komaeda to stomach as he can't even look at him eye to eye, but he smiles as he speaks to reassure him. )
cw: komaeda, sdr2 spoilers
ok me, he's still straddling him yeah. he's going to flinch when his hand rests against the side of his face. )
...
( "that's not fair," komaeda has probably said the same once or twice while growing up, losing his parents to a meteorite before his eyes, being kidnapped only for no one to take the ransom and the culprit feeling bad enough to release him, then to be diagnosed with two life-threatening symptoms. it's not fair, yet, for every moment where his life felt like it was at its lowest, he was given something in return. his philosophy in life is twisted, it makes no sense, but he applies the same ideology on rokkun, unfairly. )
I'm broken.
( he's been through a simulation enough to think nothing here is real, that the body he's on top of isn't real. yet, komaeda knows his memory is deteriorating. perhaps rokkun is a ghost of the past, or maybe that's what komaeda's meant to be, either way. he's going to lose him in the end, and yet, it's hard for komaeda to stomach as he can't even look at him eye to eye, but he smiles as he speaks to reassure him. )
And you're lucky.