...If you're that distraught, why not take your anger out on me? It'd serve no purpose if you contain what you're feeling.
( visible wounds, he could dig his fingers into them, he probably already has from speaking about that memory — he knew, he always knew, and now he finds himself thrown into a whirlwind of pain and anger. it's easy to tell from his reactions, how he sighs, the tone of his voice, the irritation audible through those clipped responses. should komaeda feel bad? or should he just listen? why does he go out his way for an untalented individual who not only watered down his hope, is accusing them for something they couldn't help. )
You've got that wrong — we don't know why it was yours specifically, but the person you are now is molded from your past experiences. That can never change, it's human nature to regret, to feel scared, to feel as if the world is against you... but it's something you must overcome, use to your advantage, and you have...
( ...it's always about hope with him, but it's all that he has, something he wants to continue sharing with him. he worries for if it wavers, but this moment too can be used to help his hope, make it into something stronger, but these thoughts only linger for so long until his mouth parts, closes, then parts again with a sigh. he thought that for once, rokkun could have people around him unlike how he keeps his distance, he wanted him to have a taste of something he never had before. this is komaeda's fault for even speaking up on a matter, but better him than anyone else.
this messy, conflicted side of rokkun that he's being shown to, is it a little selfish of him that he's able to see it. )
Before that memory, with the time that we've... spent here, I have always praised your hope. Even in that memory, even though I was unsure... I still wanted to see it move forward, but it was by your body that moved, in that memory it was... the decision made to not give up.
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...If you're that distraught, why not take your anger out on me? It'd serve no purpose if you contain what you're feeling.
( visible wounds, he could dig his fingers into them, he probably already has from speaking about that memory — he knew, he always knew, and now he finds himself thrown into a whirlwind of pain and anger. it's easy to tell from his reactions, how he sighs, the tone of his voice, the irritation audible through those clipped responses. should komaeda feel bad? or should he just listen? why does he go out his way for an untalented individual who not only watered down his hope, is accusing them for something they couldn't help. )
You've got that wrong — we don't know why it was yours specifically, but the person you are now is molded from your past experiences. That can never change, it's human nature to regret, to feel scared, to feel as if the world is against you... but it's something you must overcome, use to your advantage, and you have...
( ...it's always about hope with him, but it's all that he has, something he wants to continue sharing with him. he worries for if it wavers, but this moment too can be used to help his hope, make it into something stronger, but these thoughts only linger for so long until his mouth parts, closes, then parts again with a sigh. he thought that for once, rokkun could have people around him unlike how he keeps his distance, he wanted him to have a taste of something he never had before. this is komaeda's fault for even speaking up on a matter, but better him than anyone else.
this messy, conflicted side of rokkun that he's being shown to, is it a little selfish of him that he's able to see it. )
Before that memory, with the time that we've... spent here, I have always praised your hope. Even in that memory, even though I was unsure... I still wanted to see it move forward, but it was by your body that moved, in that memory it was... the decision made to not give up.
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