( he hums, looking off to the side as he thinks about it. )

How sweet, ahah... I really don't deserve such kindness.

( so he wasn't there for whenever his first one started, so he wonders about the others. )

What about the others, if I couldn't be there for your first?

( his voice drops softly as he stares at the other curiously, wondering if he'll even say. if there is one, actually... )