( komaeda doesn't even think his hope is hope, so he'd never believe such a fantasy like being someone's angel, and if anything an angel of death would fit him better. )

I do... everything we touched just shattered... still alive, and we the reason... had we stayed to ourself, mind our own business... maybe they could've survived. It felt like helping only caused more harm... I asked you about those foxes... you did good playing stupid... you like to lie to me, don't you?

( he has a smile, looking towards rokkun as he's laid back, and he reaches out to pat his chest so that he can check if his heart is beating. )

Adams-san broke down... using that peculiar ability, that... was painful for her...

( he thinks about everything that was there in the winter wonderland, from birds, to foxes, and a few other animals caught within some sort of crystallization. he keeps thinking, remembering the sight, and the smell of blood that flooded his senses. )

It all came down like rain, red coloring the purity that surrounded us... ( sighs wistfully. )