[ Oh. It's a general "everybody in this school" us, not a "Rokkun and me" us. The interest diminishes after realizing that, but also the anxiety, so he can't be too upset. Not like if Hinata were to walk his happy ass up to Rokkun like btw we helped you when you were dying...! ]

It makes the most sense, doesn't it? If I had survived... I would have gone home. I would have had dinner, put my brother to bed, read a book... kept living. But instead, I open my eyes and I'm here.