...Ah. It was my fault, scum like me shouldn't have said a thing.
( he pauses, eyes looking off to the side towards the ground, his arms cross as he can feel his lips purse into a straight line. why did he even think to subject himself to this when an ultimate was nearby, he's better off just doing what he's told and carrying on. )
Why don't I just go? It'd be better that way...
( he feels like a disgrace, like he's made an ultimate look bad by even going as far as to thinking he could bring some sort of hope from this. he clicks off his own flashlight, the glow dissipating into the darkness, and the only light left comes from the one on the ground, shining at their clothes and feet. it is pretty late, and he can't even sleep in his own dorm room because he doesn't want to wake up his roommates which one is an ultimate... so he'd feel wrong for that as well. )
no subject
( he pauses, eyes looking off to the side towards the ground, his arms cross as he can feel his lips purse into a straight line. why did he even think to subject himself to this when an ultimate was nearby, he's better off just doing what he's told and carrying on. )
Why don't I just go? It'd be better that way...
( he feels like a disgrace, like he's made an ultimate look bad by even going as far as to thinking he could bring some sort of hope from this. he clicks off his own flashlight, the glow dissipating into the darkness, and the only light left comes from the one on the ground, shining at their clothes and feet. it is pretty late, and he can't even sleep in his own dorm room because he doesn't want to wake up his roommates which one is an ultimate... so he'd feel wrong for that as well. )