[but it's not fair. subaru won't call it selflessness at least, because if he considered natsume's feelings and respected them he wouldn't be sitting here trading croquettes for info... but it's still not fair]

... He'd get mad at me for even asking you about this stuff, Boss. But Natsume's my very best friend here, and there's a lot of people who'd be upset at him for this. He doesn't get it, and even if he does he's just ignoring it.

[it doesn't matter if he can still tell fortunes or perform. natsume's focusing on that so he doesn't have to think about the people he won't be able to see anymore, the sights he'll miss while everyone him sits in awe. won't have to fully confront the fear of the unknown until it happens.]

I know he made his choice, and I know why he thought it was worth it. But I just wanna know if there's something, anything I can do to help him later on, once... we're graduated, I guess?