( this scene is familiar, the spiral of the past, the same that he had done to hinata a long time ago, but komaeda doesn't feel hatred for his actions, nor does he pity, but trying to find his feelings on the matter is difficult, but he asked at the start if rokkun wanted to have this conversation with him — he gave that choice, so why is this his response. in a way, komaeda feels disappointed as he watches the other, but there's a moment he gives the benefit of the doubt if he really means that he hadn't gave up.
he takes a step forward, it's really like dealing with a child, one who doesn't get their way, and komaeda knows better than to feed into this. he lifts one arm, placing the palm of his hand over the one that the other clenches to get his attention. )
Don't.
( in a situation like this, he watched hinata's descent, the way he could hardly stand, he couldn't stomach the truth of being nothing. the truth of the matter is another story, but komaeda can only focus on the now, the wavering hope, and the ambition and goal that the other feels has been taken away from him. )
If you haven't, I want you to show me that. All I've seen is that the truth did nothing more than weigh you down, but I want to see the you that can overcome anything, the person that has always fought for what they wanted, no matter how messy and desperate they've seen... the idiot that has always told me to look at them, because he wanted me to see what heights he would achieve.
( but there's something about this that doesn't sit with him right, no matter how much he can hype up someone's hope, twist it so that their light shines on them. )
I want you to look at me, Rokkun... ( he exhales, breathy, keeping his grip firm around the other's hand, but he should know that he can pull away at any time. ) I want you to tell me what you want.
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( this scene is familiar, the spiral of the past, the same that he had done to hinata a long time ago, but komaeda doesn't feel hatred for his actions, nor does he pity, but trying to find his feelings on the matter is difficult, but he asked at the start if rokkun wanted to have this conversation with him — he gave that choice, so why is this his response. in a way, komaeda feels disappointed as he watches the other, but there's a moment he gives the benefit of the doubt if he really means that he hadn't gave up.
he takes a step forward, it's really like dealing with a child, one who doesn't get their way, and komaeda knows better than to feed into this. he lifts one arm, placing the palm of his hand over the one that the other clenches to get his attention. )
Don't.
( in a situation like this, he watched hinata's descent, the way he could hardly stand, he couldn't stomach the truth of being nothing. the truth of the matter is another story, but komaeda can only focus on the now, the wavering hope, and the ambition and goal that the other feels has been taken away from him. )
If you haven't, I want you to show me that. All I've seen is that the truth did nothing more than weigh you down, but I want to see the you that can overcome anything, the person that has always fought for what they wanted, no matter how messy and desperate they've seen... the idiot that has always told me to look at them, because he wanted me to see what heights he would achieve.
( but there's something about this that doesn't sit with him right, no matter how much he can hype up someone's hope, twist it so that their light shines on them. )
I want you to look at me, Rokkun... ( he exhales, breathy, keeping his grip firm around the other's hand, but he should know that he can pull away at any time. ) I want you to tell me what you want.