Aha. ( he blinks, his eyes normal again, and he doesn't even remember what he's rambled so far. ) It's fine, this school is such a weird place, but that doesn't matter... does it?

( he smiles, looking down at his hands where he finds himself slowly letting rokkun go, he gets handsy, which he'll apologize for later after his mind gets settled. he forces himself to take a step back, to take a deep breath and remind himself that they're having a serious conversation, he shouldn't be touching. he places a hand on his own waist, that little gay posture as he glances off to the side. it's not like anything they did would change today, he already knew that rokkun in this world was fine, that his sibling at the end was also fine — but he probably sounds delusional. )

You wouldn't be here if you had lived, is what you're saying? ( ... ) I believe you wanted someone to be there for you, at the time.