( he doesn't look peaceful with his eyes closed, and komaeda's eyes are sharp as he watches him. like he's waiting for something to change, and yet it never comes. )

Those lights from before were souls... I didn't feel a thing.

( if rokkun wants to hear about how heartless komaeda is, how he's the worst for not caring about much. then he can admit this. ) What was I? When all lights extinguish...

( he reaches out, grabbing rokkun's hand, holding it up between them. he doesn't check on his tallies, he instead is trying to pull back rokkun's fingers so he can expose his palm. )

Aren't I a horrible person?