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AL HAITHAM ([personal profile] commences) wrote in [personal profile] adsum 2021-07-24 02:39 am (UTC)

tw: suicide ideation

Isn't it? Imagine being in my head all the time... anyway, the third option is... it would be dying, killing yourself.

( he doesn't mind doing it, rather, he doesn't have much will to live anyway so maybe that's why the idea comes so easily. his person is nothing but a headache for his ultimates, and if they requested it of him, he'd do it without second thought. he has one condition about it though, and that's he'll never submit to dying hopelessly, if he dies... he wants it to have meaning. it has to push his peers forward towards a goal, it has to give them a chance for something greater that they wouldn't have believed. they would have to thank him for his sacrifice, remember him. )

They'll learn to understand you... or rather, they'll have to because that's all that's left... put them in a position where they have no choice...

( one sided, but he doesn't care. )

But the worst thing that comes from that is being misunderstood... ( he sighs, depressed. ) sounds horrible.

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