( has he really opened his eyes? it makes him fall silent, thinking over his words, because before rokkun has always told komaeda to open his eyes. it feels like something has shifted in the yogenverse, and komaeda's brow raises as he watches him. )
I want to see what you see, to view your hope.
( it's because komaeda went through that event is why things are so sensitive with him, it's always like that with people or things he starts to care for — that's why he should shut everything out. the thing about rokkun is that komaeda thought too much of him, and probably that's why he became a target to his luck, and maybe he shouldn't have tried to engage with him that way. he wanted to hug him, do something affectionate to take a small step forward, and even now he doesn't know what to do, despite that... he speaks: )
...And I can't do that if you're dead.
( he thinks about it, he can see it clearly, vividly, he went back into the void world more than once, only to be placed in that scenario again.
he knows where the blame should go, and he has no one else to blame but himself — he must seem weak. ) So... thank you. ( he doesn't know if that's the right thing to say. ) ...for holding on.
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I want to see what you see, to view your hope.
( it's because komaeda went through that event is why things are so sensitive with him, it's always like that with people or things he starts to care for — that's why he should shut everything out. the thing about rokkun is that komaeda thought too much of him, and probably that's why he became a target to his luck, and maybe he shouldn't have tried to engage with him that way. he wanted to hug him, do something affectionate to take a small step forward, and even now he doesn't know what to do, despite that... he speaks: )
...And I can't do that if you're dead.
( he thinks about it, he can see it clearly, vividly, he went back into the void world more than once, only to be placed in that scenario again.
he knows where the blame should go, and he has no one else to blame but himself — he must seem weak. ) So... thank you. ( he doesn't know if that's the right thing to say. ) ...for holding on.