[ Energy does become loss when it changes form that is why he cannot do this so regularly. But to play and douse herself in such flurries of hard energy is weird - considering the amount of pain he is in already in being here. He seems indifferent, ]

Ehhh, I promised Id show you I'm already dead or whatever once i felt more like my actual self. Wonder how my wish came true, anyway I'm different. [ It's funny how deep down he obsesses over that. ] Now you fucking know, in another world all this shit would have been healed already. 'Like these injuries? Normal. Had worse, one time had my whole arm cut off. OH OH, OR THE TIME I GOT EATEN HEAD FIRST BY A MANTICORE!!